I think I'm half human and half robot.

It's been a week since I've blogged, now would you believe me if I say I'm busy? Well, some people don't, and I mean those who do not read, and think I have all the time in the world. The week was filled with stress as well as happiness. It really gets to you when things just don't stop coming. I got another A for my french exam by the way. yay me. Okay whatever.

All american rejects was a bore, I'm so glad it was free. Two from Galilee was good, but I would say it wasn't worth what I paid for. I was pretty bummed bout it, knowing I'm always short of cash. *no it's not a "short" joke* but Paintball was awesome! yep... I had a very good time, with a group of good friends not of the same age or the same course, but of the same mind. We're all weird. will be going again at the end of this month, in the mean time, I am currently seeing if I can use less than Rm10 a week. I calculated, and true enough I can survive on Rm10 a week, provided I eat small during lunch. I'm going to make it happen, then save up the Rm10, and take another RM10 for the following week.

I've been sleeping rather late, hence it's been making me look like a panda. I realized too, I don't look good on video cam. : ( here goes my short film for this semester. sigh. But whatever lar.... I hope I'm not remembered for what I do in the film.. hahaha. Things hasn't been too good lately, but I thank God for His grace and mercy. Not forgetting my friends who provide random smiles everyday.

I don't even have time to reply comments now, or even link people up. it's crazy like that. I really need to sleep... but that doesn't seem to be happening too soon. My weekends are packed. I hardly have the time to sit back and relax... but that's alright.

I think it's totally unfair when you're not interested in someone, but someone else tends to pester you? saying nice things about your picture bout who you are, and whatever not, when you're wishing it was someone else who said it? Pathetic I know, but seriously, I got so pissed off by someone, in fact 2 people lar.. who think they're so cool. In fact they are just losers trying to be known. I just don't like em? So irritating can die. Take this excerpt for example.

Some person lah says (11:51 PM):
eloooooo
eLena says (11:51 PM):
hey
Some person lah says (11:51 PM):
how u doing ?
eLena says (11:51 PM):
been alright
busy
Some person lah says (11:52 PM):
u look a lot cuter and adorable now, referred from fb
eLena says (11:52 PM):
hehe
Some person lah says (11:52 PM):
got someone edi issit ?
eLena says (11:52 PM):
har?? no lar
i got alot of friends la
Some person lah says (11:53 PM):
haha okok
totally not looking for one at the moment ?
eLena says (11:53 PM):
nope
Some person lah says (11:55 PM):
when ur semester over?
lets go get a drink ler
eLena says (11:55 PM):
hahaha.. my semester is over in december
Some person lah says (11:56 PM):
then i shall kidnap u
eLena says (11:57 PM):
hah
Some person lah says (11:59 PM):
lol
its been almost a year since i last saw you
and u have grown more adorable
eLena says (12:00 AM):
thank you for the compliment
Some person lah says (12:01 AM):
lol
no prob
i like cute people
eLena says (12:02 AM):
oh okay... go to the kindergarten lar... there are many there...
Some person lah says (12:03 AM):
lol

Would you be pissed if you were me? When you're already say you're busy then this fellar comes along and say weird stuff, thinking of "kidnapping" me as if I'm so scared.. and please lah... why would you wanna care if I'm looking or not? Is it a sin NOT to look? Must I go look when I'm doing alright here? ugh. But I like my last line. It's so obvious, after linking all the words together, not only do I freak out, it's just plain wrong. It's so true I'm attracting wrong people. When's my knight coming to take me out of this misery?! yoh. *shivers*

Sigh.... I have nothing else to say, I'm tired, I'm busy, I'm sick and I'm going crazy. Dear God, please help me? thank You.

I'm pretty blessed to have a small group of close friends in college who are not studying there. Working there wasn't a regret after all.